To blog or not to blog

Boy I just don't think I will ever be a good blogger. I don't feel like a real blogger at all. Part of me just thinks I dont' have anything to say that people will care about. So I just put it off and don't write anything. I suppose that's what blogs are about though just writing about anything and if people care they do if not whatever. Right here I am making a commitment to just use this as a blog. Not just getting around to it whenever I put new designs out. Maybe one day I will move to typepad where i can manage things a bit better too. Really being honest though I think it is a self esteem issue above all though. I have blogs I frequent and I think that I am just so intimidated by these strong, vibrant, intellectual, interesting women. Being in a place where I am struggling with depression and feel the opposite of all those things well.. i dunno. Maybe it's just part of the whole depression issue to just look at everything so negatively. So screw it. I am gonna start using this thing whether people read it or not. A question I have though is I wonder whether I should use my other blog for my actual "blogging" and keep my scrapbooking stuff here or jsut combine them both or what. I think I am leaning towards seperating them. Having a blog and a scrapblog. But then part of me thinks that I just don't know how to seperate them. I eat, sleep and drink scrapping I think. Well boy I am a rambler LOL. Maybe I will start here and see what happens. So let's end this and go find a good pic of the book I read for the next post.